diary of dreams

I have been meloncholy and reflective lately, and it's definitely showing in my posts. Im such a emotional, girly basketcase sometimes =/
welll anyway.
I have this book I have written in since I was really little. I have recorded pretty much anything and everything I have thought about between age 7 until now.

In it..... I have changed my future kid's names a hundred different times, written out my first and last name according to who my current crush was, and kept a diary of every crazy dream and aspiration I have ever had.
I went back to my book last night to add some things I have discovered, and I was amazed that most of my dreams from my childhood have stayed the same. Welll... I don't want to name my kid's Kevin and Brittany Kay anymore....and I no longer care if I own a ShowBiz pizza or drive a pink convertible... but all in all ... I'm the same.
It's amazing how you develop your distinct personality so young, huh?
Maybe one day when I am feeling brave and open I will post some of my entries from my "diary of dreams" on here... today is definitely not that day.

currently reading

Blink
By Malcolm Gladwell-
.....quick thinking
Hadassah
By Tommy Tenny-
..... detailed account of Esther's life.

splel cehck

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!