For some untold reason I feel numb today. And my heart hurts in a weird way. But that's life I assume. And that's all I know about that.
I digress.
I continually pray for God to annoint my music ministry, not because I am worthy, but because my ability is so limited without Him. I am sitting here thinking about tomorrow and how I need freshness ... A word from God, manna, something to give out. I in no wise mean a new song either, because I know I ere on the side of too many new songs. Nah, I mean like a renewal and freshness for today, right now.. tonight.. and tomorrow. The scriptures about DAILY have taken on new meaning tonight for me. How God "makes His mercy new every morning" and "Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof".. I wonder how many times in my lifetime I have expected yesterday's blessing and renewing to carry over, or complete me today? I struggle with that. Last night's prayer meeting was amazing. But today I was zonked and desperately needed God to talk to me.
But I thinked I messed up when I just assumed He should start the conversation. He, after all, wants to be my friend. And friend's meet halfway. Sometimes I should start talking, and sometimes He will. As long as we keep talking, we are good.
Friends are so special.
